Sadness

So my primary baby that I had taken care of for six months passed away on Saturday. It was one of the hardest things I have ever gone through. He was doing so well, especially for a baby born at 23 weeks gestation. He had his last surgery that was a simple surgery and should not have been a big deal, but he came back and starting having seizures. They did an MRI and he was basically brain dead. I think the hardest part is that it will never be explained. His parents took him off the ventilator and he passed away quickly which is what I was praying for. He was such a sweet baby that went through so much and it saddens me that he is no longer on this earth. But the gospel has been very comforting. I pray that his parents have peace. Heavenly Father has a new sweet angel and I am so glad that he is no longer suffering. It made me appreciate my sweet children so much more. I came home after preparing his body and cried and hugged my girls. I love my girls that drive me crazy but I am so grateful they are here to drive me crazy and I am grateful for the knowledge that we are an eternal family.